on love and other difficulties

by kaiser soze

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1.
sixes 03:34
six months to travel and six days to go, long time now i'm comin' home, open the window and let the wind blow, shadows away that i'm feelin', been a long time almost a year, touched you and buried my soul, wonderin' what it is i hope to find, maybe in gods land i'll know. dancin' with fire light of the moon, spinnin' and swayin' below', burnt at both ends i fall into night, i turn to see you go. always you're there smile in place, angels are keepin' us whole' further away yet still within reach, give me somethin' to hold, find you and feel you sharin' the time, headed on down the road, somethin' about you i can't define, buried down deep in my soul. maybe someday we'll meet up again, maybe we'll never know, deep in my heart it's tearin' me up, i don't know which way to go.
2.
leithian 04:12
the other day i slipped through a dream into the lucid space between sun made a golden halo in your hair and flowing down like a stream from the hills held your body close to mine together we climbed the mountain divine followed the stream through your rolling hills and wandered along in your gladden fields deep in your valleys i drank my fill and your sweet sighs carry me still you're the light upon leaves wind through the trees voice of the water callin' to me deep in the forest upon a green mound you dance as meadow larks sing all around
3.
well shitcreek is risin' 10 feet over head, and it's flowin' over me in this bed. and i'm herein lyin' thinkin' of you, and all the things you said that were untrue it's so many things and playboy magazines good friends who couldn't take this world of strife the mornin' sun well it looks awful grey and the radio has got nothin' good to play in my dreams i'm free of the memories that you left for me and someday soon i'll leave this mirky tomb, and walk amongst the livin' once again, but here i sit in this gloom with a stomach full of pills and a heart full of regrets sherriff stopped by yesterday afternoon wondering what all i knew they found your body in an old coal mine couldn't find your head or the murder site put up my best front cried crocodile tears so maybe he wouldn't see the truth that was clear he'll come again later today walk up to me and he'll say come with me son we know that you took her life you're gonna suffer to the end of your time we found your axe at the murder scene the blood soaked ground and her head nowhere to be found they'll take me down to the penitentiary lock me in a cell where no one else can see i'll plead for mercy please hang me up high on the gallows pole 'cause i wish to die judge'll say son for everything you've done we're gonna keep you here all alone until your last breath goes and no one really knows why you took this young girls life i lay here within this haunted memory of how your love once was for me and shitcreek is floodin' 10 feet overhead and this lonely cot will be my deathbed. it's so many things and playboy magazines good friends who couldn't take this world of strife the mornin' sun well it looks awful grey and the radio has got nothin' good to play
4.
jesus boracho come rescue me, i'm staggerin' blind too drunk to see shine for me your golden light of a bottle of whiskey to set things right please protect over my family and my friends they mean alot to me pour for them your liquid delight and if there's a shot left i'll take it's bite jesus boracho come rescue me i'm staggerin' blind too drunk to see you know my time here is almost gone my body is worn my spirit is strong i'll dance and sing amongst the stars and i'll meet you down here between the bars
5.
saw the devil walkin' down the street, trenchcoat flappin' and shufflin' his feet first instinct was to run, out of town and grab my gun. sneak upon himfrom behind, line up the crosshairs oh so fime find the gold mine in his back, pull the trigger and hear the crack but i stand here frozen don't you know, afraid for my body and my soul, what happens to me aimin' the gun, if the bullet don't get the job done saw god walkin' down the street, trenchcoat flappin' and shufflin' his feet first instinct was to run, out of town and grab my gun. sneak upon him from behind, line up the crosshairs oh so fine find the goldmine in his back, pull the trigger and hear the crack. but i stand here frozen don't you know, afraid for my body and my soul, what happens to me aimin' the gun, if the bullet don't get the job done
6.
june 1, 2010 03:09
well it was late one night under the porchlight said goodbye to the heartbeat of the band and as he pulled away up in his place came a city utilities van the doors flung wide and out from inside came the armies of the law all dressed in green and lookin' mighty mean a machine gun one and all and get the fuck down was the echoed sound from the units comand and i"m tellin' you son that it weren"t no fun starin' down the barrels in their hands they came up fast cuffed our hands behind our backs and tore my house from end to end when the bullshit was done and they put away their guns well they'd only found an ounce and a half well i"ve traveled the the lands yes i"m a peaceful man lend a hand whereever i can but if i see the punk who set my ass up well his head might meet a baseball bat and it was late one night under the porchlight said goodbye to the heartbeat of the band and as he pulled away up in his place came a city utilities van i said a city utilities van the night they took away this man
7.
indika 02:53
8.
snuff 07:56
lullaby pretty baby count the sheep as they fly by lullaby pretty darlin' don't let the bedbugs eat your eyes and sleep so deeply don't worry about a thing there's nothing to harm you well maybe there's one thing there's a darkness that surrounds you seeping into your dreams in the blackness that engulfs you what's that moving rest in peace my honey golden dust fills your eyes and the sandman comes a callin' to bid you, bid you goodbye the monsters 'hind your eyelids the ones with the googlie eyes tonight they're not your problem breath deep and sleep tight go to sleep now baby and you wont hear a sound shut your eyes my darlin' as this pillow covers your mouth maybe you'll go to heaven or maybe you're hell bound know it doesn't matter dressed in your satin gown don't get lost in purgatory don't waste your soul don't get stuck in purgatory st. peter has lost control don't get stuck in purgatory st. peter has lost control
9.
and i'm sittin' here in the night, floating in the darkness, falling out of sight, i don't know when the time will come, i don't know when the bottoms done. stuck in this room with, all these spirits, a purgatory of our souls, there's only one way to escape this place, into the well i go. and i need to know, if the blue light will carry me home, or if i'll float forever sinking down, enternally darkness abounds. i spend my time in this house of leaves, the wind constantly kickin' 'round my eaves, the rustle of wings in my mind, the darkness gathers round, it's easy to find. i'll never see you again, i'll never smell your hair or touch your skin, and when i'm gone, the only thing left will carry on. and i'm getting swallowed up by this darkness, the claws reach out for me, skeletons in my closet, and i walk down, the 5 1/2 minute hallway, i can't get out.
10.
the old ones 05:17
mountains heads so high in the euclidean sky frozen river flowing away out of sight in my wildest dreams the horrors unperceived daegon calls me from the murky sea chuthulu rising beyond the depths of hell where for aeons he's been left to dwell little brown jenkin with his yellow/white teeth boring into me eating my heart in my sleep and the black priest prepares the carnal feast bent crone singing singing my soul to sleep
11.
nevermore 06:56
oh my darling please i'm on down here on my bended knees be the goddess, my lover, and death crone. won't you cradle me in your arms give me the kiss of eternal bliss as you suck out my final breath lay my body down in death lay my body down in death i've committed no sins of man i've listened to the wind in the trees i've overturned the angry man and brought him down to his knees and brought him down to his knees be the raven and sing me nevermore fold your wings as we walk through the door lead me out to that killing floor away from me amongst the sea like a glint from the lighthouse a ray of hope beyond the door but i can never touch that foreign land no i can't reach the shore nevermore so my ship sinks slowly into the ink black depths without sound and you let go my final breath and i'm tumbling down and i'm crumbling down be the raven and sing me nevermore fold your wings as we walk through the door lead me out to that killing floor away from me amongst the sea won't you raise me from my resting place and carry my spirit on won't you put aside this drunken mess that i call home carry me home i've committed myself behind these walls and i can't find the door i've locked away all that i have to say and i can't find my words no more and i can't find my words no more and i can't find my words no more nevermore
12.
twistin' and turnin' threads of the yearnin' chasin' imperishable flame. water is swirlin' icicles burnin' deep within the veil. ashes are glowin' death slowly growin' slippin' away to the night. someone is callin' golden light fallin' as i slip out of sight. voices are listenin' moist lips glistenin' wet fallin' sounds. tree tops are reachin' wind blows through preachin' full moon shinin' down. off in the distance there comes the resistance speakin' inglorious words. twistin' and turnin' threads of the yearnin' chasin' imperishable flame.

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giusseppe antonio volpi - guitars, ukulele, basses, vocals, piano, percussion, field recordings
amanda hickey - vocals 10
kelly "penny" turner - drums 8, 9
kirk latkas - keyboards 9, 11
mandy rowden - mandolin 3, 5, violin 6, 12
mollie rose - cello 2, 8
thom washburn - drums 2, 3, 6

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released May 20, 2014

recorded at the utility room, austin, tx, by giusseppe antonio volpi.
mastered at intrepid digital audio, austin, tx, by jake perlman

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kaiser soze Austin, Texas

hailing from austin, tx, kaiser soze draws from a variety of styles and influences, with comparisons ranging from tom waits, leonard cohen, william elliott whitmore, etc.. volpi's songs speak from the shadows of the more subversive elements of human concepts that litter the path to enlightenment, he utilizes his catalog of dark folk songs to reflect upon such eternal challenges. ... more

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